You better go for it or I will

You know in life even if we were given all the answers I promise we would still find some way to f stuff up! I mean I'm at witt's end (yes I spell it like I want its my blog don't like it get lost) with some aspects of life. I will never understand some things in life one of those things being why would you not take every educated chance in life that you can. I don't know if anyone informed the rest of the population but I know a few obvious (or so I thought they were) things. Life doesn't last long and so therefore neither does the pain that it is infused with from time to time. That said you better learn to literallytake some chances do somethings you would normally do. (I am not saying go to the border and smuggle a human or anything) I mean you have to at some point trust your gut well enough to take steps in the dark. You have to be able to reason with your self and say "SELF I think that (blank) is a pretty good idea. I think I'm gonna try it!" You know this is easy but I tell you what ruins the whole show FEAR! OMG fear is a something of a b!t*h, it makes you go into that conversation with your self just a little different it'd go something like this "SELF I think that (blank) is a pretty good idea. I don't think I'm gonna try it because it might hurt, I might not win, I might lose something, I might get embarassed, I might be wrong, I might have to possibly start back right where I was in the first da^n place." Well I mean considering that if you go with number one and walk out on faith on somethings in life and take a chance and believe not in someone else but at least in yourself well you might get rid of that ugly pikid color from stay in the house under the bed where its kinda safe all the da^n time. I personally am example one. I take what I believe mostly educated chances and move in directions that I would like for my life to go in. I've made some messes along the way but so far so good. Nothing that has cost me my life. I've been hurt I mean hurt I could tell you some stories that would make your mouth drop stomach cringe and eyes water. We'll save that for another day! But it happens ONE PROMISE IN LIFE is that its gonna hurt you are going to at some point go through the gammet of things. Just keep on living. Those things that you fear the worst will probably at some point present themselves and to me conquering is all that can be done to those pesky little things and I refuse to give defeat anymore power than it should honestly be allowed. This is an awful flowing blog this sunday morning. and I have so much more to share but I'll give it a rest for a minute. I'm not even proofing this one! SMILE