You better go for it or I will

You know in life even if we were given all the answers I promise we would still find some way to f stuff up! I mean I'm at witt's end (yes I spell it like I want its my blog don't like it get lost) with some aspects of life. I will never understand some things in life one of those things being why would you not take every educated chance in life that you can. I don't know if anyone informed the rest of the population but I know a few obvious (or so I thought they were) things. Life doesn't last long and so therefore neither does the pain that it is infused with from time to time. That said you better learn to literallytake some chances do somethings you would normally do. (I am not saying go to the border and smuggle a human or anything) I mean you have to at some point trust your gut well enough to take steps in the dark. You have to be able to reason with your self and say "SELF I think that (blank) is a pretty good idea. I think I'm gonna try it!" You know this is easy but I tell you what ruins the whole show FEAR! OMG fear is a something of a b!t*h, it makes you go into that conversation with your self just a little different it'd go something like this "SELF I think that (blank) is a pretty good idea. I don't think I'm gonna try it because it might hurt, I might not win, I might lose something, I might get embarassed, I might be wrong, I might have to possibly start back right where I was in the first da^n place." Well I mean considering that if you go with number one and walk out on faith on somethings in life and take a chance and believe not in someone else but at least in yourself well you might get rid of that ugly pikid color from stay in the house under the bed where its kinda safe all the da^n time. I personally am example one. I take what I believe mostly educated chances and move in directions that I would like for my life to go in. I've made some messes along the way but so far so good. Nothing that has cost me my life. I've been hurt I mean hurt I could tell you some stories that would make your mouth drop stomach cringe and eyes water. We'll save that for another day! But it happens ONE PROMISE IN LIFE is that its gonna hurt you are going to at some point go through the gammet of things. Just keep on living. Those things that you fear the worst will probably at some point present themselves and to me conquering is all that can be done to those pesky little things and I refuse to give defeat anymore power than it should honestly be allowed. This is an awful flowing blog this sunday morning. and I have so much more to share but I'll give it a rest for a minute. I'm not even proofing this one! SMILE

You wanna ride or NOT?

Of course we know that I am being inspired by small pieces of another blog. Well if you didn't or don't now you do. I think that it is amazing that at the age I am and my friends are we can't seem to find (not necessarily saying we or I is or are looking) some man that has it together. I mean completely where are the men that have some strikes on his back in that he has some possible skeletons in his closet. I don't mean I am gonna settle for some man who has no ambition or doesn't see the future as something that he will grab by the horns and if he can't dodge it he'll be ramming it! (I love that saying!)

I want a man that looks back at his past and sees where the error of his ways have lead him. One that is ready and willing to switch gears and enter onto a different road. I am willing to take someone that has a less than perfect past because shit happens and so does life one doesn't go without the other huh? So considering that each person has their own lot in life I won;t condemn anyone who doesn't have to many oooopsies. I will however condemn someone who is not willing to look back on the past and see the error in his ways. So with me I expect the same thing, I have made some decisions in my past that have cost me but I bought and paid for those lessons with blood sweat and tears LITERALLY. However I look back and consider myself

DISCLAIMER

I have to say that if you are reading this blog hopefully you realize my inability to really care what people think. I am not going to apologize for any of any persons personal situations that this blog attacks. I refuse to rename my blog to what's eating gilbert grape however it could probably suffice. I may offend some poeple with my OPINIONS I see the world in a pair of green colored glasses so you may not agree all I ask that you do is put your own opinion on hold long enough to see someone else's let it soak in for a minute and then feel free to get back to your own opinion just as quickly as you left it. Whether you, love it or hate it please feel free to leave a message whenever about whatever offensive or agreeable. Please check your feelings at the previous webpage because I can't be responsible for them. Tottles Smooches Lisa

WELCOME

Well I have to say thank you to a pure inspiration I was over "lurking on someone else's blog" and I decided that I had plenty to say to the world. I mean with my sense of humor that looks much more attractive in print and my smart mouth with common sense which I learned might not be so common. I think I have enough crap to probably be able to write a nice book but who has time to sit down and compile all the stuff in this so called head of mine. I'd much rather splurt it out like ketchup or mustard from one of those dispensers at the mall condement area. Nearly empty kinda messy but just enough to satisfy. So watch out world I am on to something and the net might not be ready. I have to post an obvious disclaimer but.... please make sure you read it.